Saturday, October 31, 2009

For My Loving Wife


Come with me
Run away with me

Kiss me in the morning light

Come with me
Run away with me

Tell me you love me every night

To you I give my soul
With you I grow old

Come away with me
Run away with me

So I may spend, again
Another year in your loving light


Wednesday, June 10, 2009

Loss

Today, someone I like lost a their child. We do not talk hardly ever..we worked together a short time, but he was someone I would seek to talk to if in each others presence. His daughter was born 2 months early and was welcomed into heaven not too long after. This world works in mysterious ways. Maybe Evangeline just could not wait to spend what time she knew she had on this earth with her mother and father. If I know anything, the love of a child is enduring and cannot be measured in "time" as we know it. A single newborn is evidence of a new beginning for us all. There is not much I can offer the parents beyond my heartfelt condolences. I wish them both strength and solace.

I found this quote in my travels.

For Brad, Angie and little Evangeline...


I think of you often
and make no outward show,
But what it means to lose you,
no one will ever know
You wished no one farewell,
not even said good-bye,
You were gone before I knew it,
and only God knows why.
You are not forgotten
nor will you ever be,
As long as life and memories last,
I will remember thee.
To some you may be forgotten,
to others a part of the past,
But to me who loved you dearly,
your memories will always last.
Nothing can be more beautiful
than the memories I have of you.
To me, you were someone special,
God must have thought so too!
If tears could build a staircase
and memories a lane,
I would walk all the way to Heaven,
and bring you back again.
-Anon

Sunday, February 8, 2009

if only

if only

you could see
what i see

through my eyes

then you would know
the color of your world

as seen with
lenses tinted with adoration

and polished with
the softest touch

of your spirit

Sunday, February 1, 2009

TV News as we know it will have to die to bring back authenticity in reporting.

"We report, you Decide".....OK, that's crap. "Coverage you can count on"...that's crap. "Live, Local, Late Breaking"...that's crap too. And the biggest offender, "Working for you"...that's really crap.

News is a business, and in a business, decisions are made with a very close eye on profit margins. these profit margins are determined by expenses v/s revenue....no duh!....From advertisers that execute a spending strategy based on a TV shops ratings, which is then determined by the viewer.

So what you would think is that the viewer has ALL the power...and we do....we just choose to do nothing with it. Here's proof. How many local TV viewers will turn OFF the TV, or change the channel... when a car chase evolving a stolen car with a child in it is on....then how many of those same people will openly say "I like watching car chases"....almost none. You see the TV outlets AND the viewers conspire to lower the "threshold of excellence" in TV News reporting and presentation...trust me, if you have ever watched morning news in Tampa...it is disturbing.

TV News has become bloated with it's own sense of self-worth and it hides behind "wheels a.k.a. news cycles" and Dual Doppler Mega 14000, and text alerts, and traffic cams, etc, etc, etc.

Why?

Well, for starters, if you think a report from a TV news outlet was well told, and seemed to make sense and appeal.....take this in mind.....TV news is written for about the 7th grade level of comprehension..that's no joke.

..and this, there IS NO WAY to give you the viewer the complete picture on anything in 1:35 secs...about the average time a story is allowed to run in local news. It's that way for a reason....."pacing".....pacing is important because us, the viewers, get bored, why?... because the stories are not well produced, why?....because each reporter is having to turn more than one story a day to make sure the website, the text messages, the 4:40, 5, 5:30, 6, 10 & 11 newscast have content.

Classic, Quantity v/s Quality battle. Except the real loser is the viewing public at large....and our viewing habits feed that machine, trust me.....we are well studied.

In my view, "Appointment Television is Dead"....it just has not realized it yet. A few years back I wrote on this very subject, and the GM at the time and some others thought it was "scary" and hogwash.....well, TIVO changed all that, the DVR's became common place....then the thing I was waiting for...

..."log in to the Verizon FIOS website and send commands to your DVR to record your favorite shows".......saweet! I can even control it from my iPhone!!!!

What's next? Fairly soon, some very smart people will get together and fihure out how to publish news segment information (news, sports,weather) as a rundown online in a secure environment of all the media outlets in a particular market.

Then you will be able to go in to a secure web page, choose your sports from NBC, your weather from ABC and your news from CBS and your editorials from FOX...then you will send simple commands to your DVR to record these segments and create "your custom news package"...for a fee of course. Local and National news outlets will resist this and be very afraid....and here is why...and finally the point of this post.

In this environment, Journalist standards, quality of story telling, fact checking, relevancy, and authenticity in reporting will drive the product....because there will be no choice. People choose the NY Times over the Wall Street Journal due to their direct experience, a lot more people read multiple news papers....why?....because it's the only way to get a more accurate, better informed cross section of news, sports, weather, editorial. Simply put, when you are paying for it, and you have a choice, your "ties that bind" you to a product are either excellence, or entertainment value. The tolerances for mediocrity becomes very narrow.

Local News will become what it already is....."Info-tainment"

You will start to see the "re-launch" of the true investigative journalist....not reporter or presenter.....but journalists. You will notice that there will be NO 5pm standard newscast,.....you can watch it at 5pm in your home,.....but that became your choice, not the schedule of the news agency that you were a slave to. Revenue for these outlets will be measured in terms of "story memberships" and the feedback on whats good, popular and relevant that day will be instant, no real need for the Neisen Ratings...they are a scam anyway.

You can even use your SlingBox to stream your home news to your phone.

Maybe then the Brand Positioning statement of "We report, you Decide" will truly be that...maybe then, the Edward R Murrow award will be given to someone who truly deserves it.

I'm excited for these new days ahead.

B.

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

the long war

If anyone who knows me then they may have been waiting for a posting like this from me.....my thoughts on how I do what I do and maybe why.

The long war. We want out, they want us out. Not so easy. I've never agreed with this war in Iraq. I think it was poorly planned for the "unintended results", many things were taken for granted by our State Department, we had incomplete or even misleading intelligence as a nation, and we have/had an administration that listened to a few and surrounded themselves with "yes men"...even "Hell yes men"!

So why don't we just haul ass on the whole damn thing and let "them muslims" sort it out on their own.....after all, they've been slaughtering each other for centuries.

Well, that line of thinking is retarded in nature and irresponsible. We are a nation that is NOT perfect, we make mistakes, we buckle down, and we try our best to fix things when we are allowed to. That's the big picture of my thoughts...and it's very simple. But more importantly, its about being authentic and accountable to the "idea" of American Democratic Values...our values as a society, our belief system.

The United States is in the very unfortunate position of being the global torch bearer of human rights and democratic freedoms (even though we are technically a representative republic...and folks, there is a large type difference). That position in global leadership comes with a heavy burden. As a country, because of this, we will always be a target internally by our media machine and external by other nations and societies alike.

So like after WWII and other wars we've either started or entered, we need to stay and perform the due diligence to at least try to repair the damage we've created, protect the innocent trapped in the aftermath, and give the population a fighting chance to create their own future.

Free of extremist ideology.

In my view, Democracy is a gentlemen's agreement. We agree to debate our differences, we agree to a leadership change (in fact a revolution) evey 4 years, sometimes 8. We agree to a rule of law, we agree to separation of church and state, to freedom of the press, to the right of assembly, to be accountable to a system of rules that apply to everyone no matter of their station in society. Yeah, some people get away with things and it may seem unfair at times, but overall....it is working. The fact that you are reading this from the relative safety of your home, your office, or the starbucks (that hasn't closed) sipping your latte....is proof positive the system, our system is working in general terms....and we still have a long way to go...a long, long way to go.

1. Iraq is not so lucky, it never was, its not now...but hopefully it will be. Wanna know the difference between me and an average Iraqi....actually not much at all. We hurt the same, we laugh the same, we love the same, we just want to go to the grocery store, the library, the stereo shop or our respective places of worship in safety...that is not too much to ask.

An extremist, or better yet Religious Fundamentalist: (Religious fundamentalism refers to a "deep and totalistic commitment" to a belief in the infallibility and inerrancy of holy scriptures, absolute religious authority, and strict adherence to a set of basic principles (fundamentals), away from doctrinal compromises with modern social and political life.) obviously have many alternate views of how we, the USA conduct our daily lives.

The war we are involved in now is really not kinetic in nature, one of guns and bombs and IED's, even though they are certainly a deadly part of this war. The war now...is a war of words and deeds and theories, beliefs, education, moderation and socioeconomic systems...or, OR Maslow's hierarchy of needs., Physiological, Safety, Love/Belonging, Esteem, Self Actualization.

Whether we like it or not, agree with it or not, we are fighting for the environment that will allow Iraqi's to determine their own "new" destiny. To be safe in their own homes, go to the market, marry and have children, be proud of their heritage, and re-acquaint themselves with their pride.

Folks, this does not happen in 5 years, or 10 years, or 15. We are talking a generation or two. We are at this moment fighting for the children of Iraq...the undecided, the curious, the innocence that cause a dream to become a life mission. This is our obligation. We have to provide the soil and water for the seeds of compromise, moderation, openess to grow to a strong tree and bare fruit.

2. The soldier on the ground. Some of the best humans I have met in my life I have met in the past 2 years. They go to places we would never have the courage to go, accept the tasking's we would never accept, and do their best to come home safe and sound. They are hard, and yet they are compassionate, they are wickedly smart...and they have the hardest job on this planet. They cannot afford to make one single mistake in anything. My time in News....we could fuck something up, use a bad graphic, whatever...and fix it with a correction and an apology on air and it's done, over with, on to the next story...fagetaboutit!

They are not afforded this luxury, ever. A mistake in a color on a leaflet can cause a riot that directly results in the death of an innocent civilian. This is the game they play everyday. The same press with all it's freedom, awaits anxiously to high lite the mistakes and brush off the successes. The "viewing" population revels in their misteps and yet demands they move faster. We have turned the camera lenses into the most powerful weapon ever created. Media no longer observes and reflects, but rather edits and reshapes the information into an opinion based editorial. If the news outlets of the world only reported fact and allowed you to decide for yourself, there would be no need for CBS News, NBC News, Fox News, CNN, etc, etc....because they would all be saying the exact same thing....and it would be inherently boring. We are in the age of infotainment and tabloid journalism that compete for your money, not the principals of informing you.

A journalist will allow you to think, if you read a conclusion, then you have been given an opinion.

Just like what I'm doing here, but I said that upfront didn't I?

3. War is NEVER human, nor is it Holy....NEVER. If you demand that civilian casualties stay low and we salvage as much as possible....then expect it(the war) to last a long long time...and get over it, except it.

4. The B-52 bomber is the greatest psychological weapon to ever have been created. It is the definition of defeat....why...because it kills everything beneath it. Ask North Vietnam...as a society, if we want to defeat the extremists and bring them to their knees, then we must be willing to be as equally extreme and destroy ALL life until they reach their break point. We did it in Germany, we repeated it in Japan, again in Vietnam.

Is this us? I hope not...not yet, not again. I still have hope in the 4yr old. I have met Muslim's that are worth our continued effort..and they just want the same basic things we do, I am convinced of that. I see a beautiful civilization that is worth saving. A rich culture and wonderful hearts, for fucks sake they invented modern science..look up the origins of Algebra(it's an Arabic word)!!!!

They are as much like us than they will ever be different. We have created our obligation and we must remain authentic to our promise of what we stand for and the torch we carry.

I will never be afraid of extremist in Iraq, what scares me, is extremists in our culture.

The Silent Majority must be heard, we cannot afford to be silent much longer. We must demand more of ourselves and our leaders. We must honor the life that has been taken and cleanse the soil of hatred and righteousness.

So the tree can grow.

I'm tired.

B.

aS-Sabr miftaaHu l-faraj (Patience is the key to freedom)

a choice...from 9/11/03

The long road into work gives time to reflect.
Will I know true peace in my lifetime? In 35 shorts years, there has not been a decade without the war of man. It is now two years since that day. I think of the images of that day, the anger, the sadness, and I see the statues in my living room, given for the glimpse of my heart, and grow heavy with the guilt, of having them. What award will fill the unhappiness and despair? What is my contribution yet to make? I feel I have done nothing, only to have willfully fed the machine that holds the public eye. I help focus the first person view of the destruction of man.

We use freedom of the press as the excuse to invade, just as a terrorist to religion. What has become of the values we so preciously seek? We have chosen to survive rather than create. We know what the public eye will watch, but do we know what they yearn to see?

Why must this choice be made, survive or serve? What if we, together, choose both? What if we choose to make a difference? What if we choose to honor the medium and the freedom granted to it to make our world better today than it was 2 years ago? What can we do to make it better? Not because it can. But because it should.

greed

It is on occasions that we conflict with the fundamentals of our lives. Who are we? What am I doing? Why am I here? For what purpose am I to serve? Why does the world not agree with me?

Why do we, as humans seek to know the essence of our existence? For exploration? For understanding? To better ourselves? Make us more worldly?

I think not..it is for greed. We generally associate greed with financial gains and have tagged it to a corporate culture based on a bottom line. But greed is not as bad as have made it out to be. All progress has been created on the backs of the individuals who were courageous enough to become comfortable with their own greed and then feed it. The issue arises when we become embarrassed by our greed; it makes us feel inadequate and arrogant.

But is human exploration, the attempt to understand what our species IS, and what it can withstand…arrogant? Is LOVE, complete LOVE, arrogant? Well, yes….because it makes us proud to have that someone or something.